.:25 maRch 2011:.

Hari nie die xmsg aq lngsung.... msg pon x..kol pon x...miskol pon x...

hmmm.... tp np aq ase xsng dduk je... aq syg dye...tp ade yg lbih syg n perlukan dye...so ape yg ptut aq buat.... tgl kn dye...?? huhu..ssh kot nk tgl dye..ble htida syg..huhu

MNH...

syg kmu...

rndu kmu...

n myb sdah jtuh cnta sme kmu...

MNH...

jgn pnah kmu lpe pd ku...

jgn pnah krg syg pd ku...

jgn pnah berubah dlm myintaiku...

MNH...

MNH...

MNH...

hnye kmu yg ku ade skarang nie.... xde yg lain...

jgn la tgl kn aq...wlpun ape yg trjd..huhu...

andai...

aq pokok, kmula bajanye...

andai...

aq rumah, kmula tiangnye...

andai...

aq rndu, psti aq ingtkn mu...

tlg la... jgn wat aq bersedih....aq syg kmu...

pinkylover :)

.: apAkah :.

apakah?

aq mle rndu lau dye xmsg o kol...

apakah?

aq mle jeles ble call waiting...

apakah?

aq emosi ble tingat psl die n die....

apakah?

syg atau cnte pd nye...

apakah?

aq da jtuh cnta same si dia....

aq sgt2 la syg..tp aq kne lpekn dye....dye bkn utk aq.... i need 2 leave him...i dun wan he hurting her fiance... she wll get mad if she knows evrythng abt this relationship..between me n Mr. MNH....huhu....so... please let him go to his gurl...don dstrb them..

ma promise is, i'll let him go..but i cant stop loving him.... myb until i found ma soulmate...huhu...please 4gve me.... i nver ask fall in luv wif him...

*sume ini persoalan yg aq xdpt2 lg jwpnnye.... tlg la aq Ya Allah....

pinkylover :)

.:wHat sHouLd i Do?? :.

salam.... hye..aq bru je blog aq td...aq xtau nk luah kt mne...aq pon plih la tlis kt blog....bjet nk luah pasaan...huhu...

SUN,20TH MARCH 2011

msg pertame utk hri nie dye bg kt aq..(0905pm)

" syg....abg da smp.."

aq rply

"tgl kn ayg, bley?"

msg kedua dr die... (0909pm)

"ngade...x leh..."

aq rply

"abg bhgia ngn ika...ayg xptot kco.."

msg ketiga dri die...(0950pm)

"syg...dh jgn pk bkn2..."

aq rply

"ayg sberslh sgt... ayg mnx maaf.."

msg keempat dri dye...(0954pm)

"syg...kenape nie?"

aq rply

"ntah... ase jht sgt..."

msg kelima dri dye...(0957pm)

"xla syg..syg bkn rampas abg pn"

aq rply

"mmg... tp ayg xptot syg n gngu yg da mmg ayg tau dye ad yg pnye kn.. ni last kdt..tc aw abg..luv u.."

msg keenam dri dye...(1002pm)

"syg... jgn pk bkn2 k... kt x tau sape jdh kt... so kt cube cari, klu abg bkn jdh ayg... nti Allah akn tunjukn jalan jumpe jdoh ayg...skg kt jg hbgn nie...."

ape ptut aq wat...aq diamkan diri... xlme lpas 2, hp aq xbis2 berbnyi...dgn rngtone lgu aliff satar.."cukup indah"

lgu tu mang aq setting utk dye call jew...huhu...dye kol..aq wat xtau..aq reject...aq xsngup nk ckp ngn dye..aq xkuat...aq mst aq ngis nnt..hmmm...smp 18x dye cll aq wat mcm 2 kt dye..xpnah2 aq wat mcm 2 kt dye...jhat ke aq nie...

tibe2....

bnyi msg msuk...

msg dri dye... (1020pm)

" np syg xangkt abg call??"

myb 2 kot las msg dye akn bg aq...huhu...aq syg dye..aq xmau hlg dye nnt...bia aq udur dri skunk..toi x?? huhu...perit aq ase..perit lg tng dye ase... aq nie bkn tng dye o wife dye..dye leyh tgl aq ble2 mse aje dye ase dye nk tgl aq...ssh utk aq wat kptsan...tp nie yg ptut aq lkukan...hmmm....

"Ya Allah... kau thu ape yg terbaik utk ku...kau tnjuk kn la...klu MNH 2 jodoh ku, dekatkn lah dye dgn ku....lau dye bkn jdoh ku...jauh kn lah ku drinye... jgn bia kan ku lbih jauh mnyanyanginye...

aminn.......

pinkylover :)

.: seSuaTu :.

salam..

prasaan syg 2 xpnh brthu kte ble dye nk mncul....dgn tbe2 dyeakn mncul...tnp kte sdr sume akn berlaku...wlpun "die" da ade gf,tunang,mhupun istri kite xbleyh hlg prasaan tu.. mmg kjam kte merampas hak org lain.tp...korg kne phm mcmmne prasaan syg itu mncul...

bck to my stry...

actlly, aq syg kt A nie..tp A da bertng..mle2 kmi kwn..lme2 jd syg... aq pon xtau la nk ckp mcm mne... mgkn tkdir aq syg hak org..sbb syg aq akn stop mcm 2 je..aq ngn A xkn leh bersme....smlm, aq bce blog tng A, dye hepi sgt ngn A..aq xptut gngu hub dorg...yg bhgia... ble aq mx udur dri dari hdup A, aq kne marah..slah ke tndakan aq? xslah kn.. aq ase serbeslh sgt pas bce blog 2...aq pompuan..dye pon pompuan ..mst same pasaan dgn aq ble dpt tau tng nye ade pompuan laen...maaf kpd tng A...aq xmnx utk syg dye..tp pasaan tu yg dtg...lau kau nk aq tglkn dye..mmg aq akn lkukan...tp, A xmau...dye syg kte 50-50...so? ape ptut aq buat whai tng A?

conclusion...

lbih baik aq diam kn diri...bia dye yg cri aq..n bkn aq cri dye..syg mmg syg..tp aq terpkse lpekn sume agr xde yg terluka..bia aq je yg terluka....

pd tng A, aq mx maaf sbb syg tng awk k...

pinkylover:)